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♥ 9:02 PM

hellos.

today is a happy day.

cos modern dance teacher never come.

even happier when i found out that there's no dance today as we're supporting those who got in for the finals.

we watched the rehearsal and yea, boring at first but was more fluent behind and it's kinda fun.

the groups had done a great job really.

peishan cried today after their performance.

cos they had made some little mistakes here and there.

we tried comforting her.. blahblah..

her group relli is quite good le, among the other 2 groups(group singing).

so, peishan, PATPAT dun cry le. smile like this :D (must see teeth worhh..)

danse danseurs had did a REALLY GREAT JOB today.

WOOHOO~!

the in front part VERY 齐 !!!

only that the behind part quite messy. but u all had done ur best and whatsmore, the steps are last minute. it's already very good to dance until like that le. ((:

so dun be disappointed with ur performance.

went home with sixuan, chinbee and peishan.

my seniors are walking behind me which after i turned my head around to look for sixuan then i saw them.

i wanted to smile at them but they seened to ignore me.

i dun noe what i shld do.

everytime i saw them i will look at them, waiting for them to look at me too(they never though..) then i would smile at them.

cos sometimes i said hi to them they no response, which makes me MORE disappointed.

but they always ignore me)):

very sad..

i really dun noe what i shld do..

my bond with the seniors is drifting far..

i dun noe why i still don't dare to talk to them. i tried le.

the first step to close the bond closer is that always say hi or smile at them when i see them.

but it was to no avail..

haiz.

there's nothing i could do.

can't wait for tomorrow!

have design course(for those who opt art for the survey last semester)!

but have cca..

i dun noe what i shld do again..

i hope modern dance teacher will allow me to go.

i realli WANT TO GO.

this cca always blocked me from doing this and that one lorhh.

firstly, the most recently and the only one i remembered is buddy reading with punggol primary.

i LOVE kids!

but it clashes with cca so i CAN'T go!

I HATE IT.

everytime got something on that i wan to go ALWAYS clash with cca

and 100% confirm can't go(for the one i want to go) de.

HMPH.

remedial oso, though remedial is a must go and i would miss out some time for cca,

but no one in class has the same cca as me so no one accompany me.

it's REAL scary to walk in the dance room urself lorhh!

anytime u might get scolded by teacher!

cca=get scolded by teacher.

thats why i DREADED cca.

sometimes wanna feel like quitting.

haiz..

no offence but this is what i feel.

i guess i'm being to frank here but pls dun feel offended. SORRY.

gotta go

byebye~